NevelioKrejall@ttrpg.networktoNo Stupid Questions@lemmy.world•How fatal and painful is it if my belly gets stabbed/ripped open?
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5 months agoThis post has a weird energy. I can’t decide if it reads more phobia or more fetish. Maybe both XD
This post has a weird energy. I can’t decide if it reads more phobia or more fetish. Maybe both XD
I think there are different kinds of violent fantasies. I imagine all kinds of violent stuff in an unrealistic action movie kind of way, with exploding heads and disembowelment and all that (I run D&D games lol). I got worried that I might be dangerous. Then, one time I tried to vividly imagine the actual real world consequences of hurting a real person that I knew, and I couldn’t get any further than imagining the pained, betrayed look on their face before I had to hit the eject button. That brief exercise fucked me up for weeks afterward, but it was pretty reassuring. In the long run. I think I’m the schmuck in the horror movie that chokes when it comes down to actually firing a gun at someone and gets killed for hesitating, and honestly I think I’m okay with that.