You see here, I mean to enjoy the outdoors and maybe try to make an insignificant difference while you still have breath to whine with. That said, I agree with you, we fucked up, but should death be a reason to stop living?

You come off that you’ve just learned of the world beyond and maybe on the younger side: don’t waste your time online, it is precious.

Also if manicured grass is your reason for deserving death then really you may just be damaged